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[[jes]]aika
05 October 2020 @ 04:01 pm
"I need a doctor...
doctor... 
To bring me back to life"

 
 
[[jes]]aika
19 March 2012 @ 04:15 pm
I hate that I can't stop thinking about you.
Why do I miss you so much?


Stupid me.



 ~ It's a dizzy world that goes round and round ~
 
 
[[jes]]aika
01 February 2012 @ 10:29 pm
for this last month...
I've had the desire to meet my biological father.
I want to meet him just once.
before this...
I never wanted to know him.
he was always just that man who I got half my genes from.
nothing more.
nothing less.
but now...
why?

I guess things change as you get one more year older...

 
 
Current Mood: contemplativecontemplative
 
 
[[jes]]aika
17 November 2011 @ 04:08 pm
running away from reality...

Eh... eh... eh...
it's been such a long time since I actually posted anything in here...


I wish I could say life has been interesting...
but the truth is...
it has been rather dull
If i'm not at work...
I'm in class.
When I'm not working or studying...
I'm watching Jayden.
Speaking of Jayden...
he's no longer very fat.
He's still cute and stinky though.
And a smartass
I'm really looking forward to December.
Not only for Christmas...
but because I'm going to Las Vegas!
and Jayden is coming along!
I'll finally get to see Emi afrer a really long time
and meet Devin
(way overdue on that one... ha)

I told Jami I'd go with her to watch Twilight: Breaking Dawn Part I.
Uhm... yeah...
Not going to lie though...
This series is turning into a guilty pleasure of mine
I can't help but giggle and wtf at the movie and the books.
It's just such perfect lolomgwtfbbqsauce material.

Aww boo...
Class is starting...
Let's hope I can stay awake.


 
 
Current Location: basement
Current Mood: complacentcomplacent
Current Music: Cry Cry - T'Ara
 
 
[[jes]]aika
21 April 2011 @ 09:41 pm
Fact: I spent the last half of the Spring '10 semester thinking that I had lost my uni ID for the 4th time and procrastinated from replacing it cause I didn't want to pay the fee. Only to find out come the Fall '10 semester that someone had turned it in to the ID dept when I finally went to get a replacement.

Fact: I get really sad when I look down and see that I once again scuffed my work shoes. I polish them every night before I have to work. They're nice and shiny as of right now.

Fact: I still sleep with a stuffed animal.

Fact: I have a deep seated dislike of Lionel Messi. Other than that he plays for Barca... I have no idea why.  

Fact: I love G.Na's voice.
 
 
Current Mood: calmcalm
 
 
 
[[jes]]aika
24 March 2011 @ 09:06 am
 gas is getting even more ridiculous...
it's breaking my bank account... 


and I'm so beyond gone in class.
I need to mentally check back in soon.



on a different note...
the bf is here! 
has been for about a week now.
heee~ 
he'll be here until after my birthday 
but then he goes home...
to Arizona  

long distance relationships really suck...
  


 
 
 
Current Mood: sleepysleepy
 
 
[[jes]]aika
22 February 2011 @ 03:46 pm
 Yaaay!

Made it home in time to catch the second half...

LET'S GO!

HALA MADRID!
 
 
Current Mood: excitedexcited
 
 
[[jes]]aika
22 February 2011 @ 08:50 am

Guess who has to miss all the Champions League matches?!
Fuu.

I can't feel my ears. The wind is unbearably cold. Freakin weather sucks.
(and it was like in the 60/70s the past couple of days! BLAH.)

And I missed my 8am class. Thank you traffic for once again being a b***h.

And what the eff! My phone keeps restarting itself. I think the battery is messed up...
...but I only got it back in August. Uhm... yeah.
(and it just restarted itself for the 4th time in the last 3 minutes...)

Apparently Tina had to take Devon to the ER. Augh. I hope the munchkin is ok ):
(Tina just texted me back. Devon's got croup. BRB googling that.)

And ohhh... the car that parked in front of me had a FCB bumper sticker.
SMH.
I need to stop hating. But I just can't help it.

My thoughts are completely disjointed.
When is it ever not anyways?
Bleh.

I might just go to Starbucks, get a drink, and read instead of going to my 930 & 11.

And oh... my headaches are back with a vengeance.
Guess it's back to PT again.

HI LIFE.
fyi: you suck
but what can I do...

 
 
Current Mood: gloomygloomy
 
 
[[jes]]aika
29 October 2010 @ 06:38 pm

isn't he just adorable?
 
 
Current Mood: bouncybouncy
 
 
[[jes]]aika
29 October 2010 @ 06:34 pm
shit.

"bf" reminds me of Iniesta.

shitshitshit.

/wrists.

WHY COULDN'T YOU LOOK LIKE PIQUE INSTEAD?!